Monday, June 04, 2012


Born in 1979

When I was 10
I learnt the word "massacre"
To many in Syria, Nanking, Warsaw, Bosnia & Herzegovina 
that was their collective scar

I learnt the word from newspaper
Exposed what's behind China's facade
Wrote it on placard

Far removed from Tiananmen, China
People in Hong Kong marched in anger
In dispair, disbelief and fear

Corruption makes China mighty power
Human rights they discard
State controls its media

From Ha'erbin to Lahsa
How much do they know about the terror?
Pass it on, to this era

10:45, 4 June 2012 written in S. Thailand

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Even in Sweden

The New York Times carries in its 28 September 2010 Editorial "Even Sweden" perhaps intentionally too, reminding me of "Even in Sweden" a book I read almost 10 years ago.

When Geographer Allan Pred (1936-2007) wrote Even in Sweden (2000), he was describing the reawakening of racism in Europe, and even in Sweden. Ten years on, with the recent win of the anti-immigrant party in Sweden that caught the world's attention. It looks as if Pred's worst imaginations have come true. This is the kind of prophets that you wish he was wrong!

After learning that he passed away, I think it might be good he did not live long enough to see this day.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Hopeful yet Fearful (Abridged)



Daniel 7 talks about a vision. A vision that Daniel saw. Some Christians would read the second half of Daniel as matters concerning the Last Days.

About death, judgment, hell and heaven. However,there is a difference between apocalyptic metaphor and speculative ontology. Daniel’s vision is not ultimately about actual events of the last days.

Reading Daniel 7, we are often tempted to ‘decode’ what all the characters in the dream are referring to. We must understand the overall context of meaning, rather than making too many unhelpful speculations.

Furthermore, while the rest of Daniel 7 concerning the four beasts is widely understood as literary representation, many people are incongruent when they read Daniel 7:13-14, treating it as an actual event of the last days. Now close your eyes, and you will see this picture you are often taught – a Jesus-figure dressed in white coming down with fluffy clouds. Such an image takes Daniel’s apocalyptic metaphors too literally.

Daniel 7 is often read in isolation from the first six chapters of the book. It is well established that Daniel 2:4b to 7:28 was, however, all written in Aramaic! Scholars have argued for a continuity of themes through Daniel 2-7. There are two main themes in the first half of Daniel. One, Jews in Babylon were asked but refused to compromise their ancestral monotheistic religion. Two, Daniel’s interpretation of Nebuchadnezzar’s dreams.

The message that Daniel brought to the Babylonians, as well as the vision he saw points to Israel’s God becoming king. He only dreamt about that in Daniel 7:13-14. As we look towards the future, are we willing to admit that we are perhaps just as ignorant about what lies ahead?

Being assured of the Son of Man’s sovereignty now and in the future, note what Daniel’s reaction was after the vision. Verse 15 says he was troubled in spirit. The visions actually disturbed him. At the end of Daniel 7, he was deeply troubled. His face even turned pale.

How would I react if I saw the same vision as Daniel’s in 7:13-14? Today I live in Singapore as a foreigner. I am hopeful yet fearful when I dreamt that the Son of Man’s dominion would be forever.

Hopeful because “He was given authority, glory and sovereign power; all peoples, nations and men of every language worshiped him.” His Kingdom established on earth as the one in heaven will not pass away, or be destroyed! Indeed, it echoes what I read in Genesis when both the heavens and earth were created. Our Bible starts with God’s call for our care towards His Creation in Genesis 2:15. As Christians, it is honourable to care for and rule over God-created creatures, so that His name may be glorified. (Gen. 1:26-28)

On the other hand, after seeing such a vision, I am fearful. I am fearful because I see so much injustice, violence and exploitation in this world. I am troubled because I have not been faithful to my Lord and His given mandate to care for His dominion, after all now you are telling me these things are going to last for eternity? I am not sure if I am ready for that.

I know it is clear in my Bible that we are to act justly and love mercy. But in my Church (Universal Church), we seldom talk about such things. I was naïve to think that the Son of Man would just wipe everything out. Silly isn’t it? When I think of God’s justice and mercy, I usually think of His forgiveness on my sins. As for the world, there is a lot of injustice going on, but there is nothing to do with me, is there? I am just a Christian in a foreign land, after all I am here on Student Pass.

But surely, God doesn’t want unjust economic systems, unfair wages to our migrant workers, unsound stewardship practices to last forever! So then perhaps we do play a part in undoing injustice in our economic, political and legal systems, speaking up for those who cannot speak (Proverbs 31:8). That means the sick, the poor, and others who are marginalised. Also flora and fauna, God’s natural habitats, and all His creatures. Don’t you see that our abusive use is causing severe degradation to our habitats?

In my dream, everyone would worship the Son of Man. Though I am not sure how glorious/ celebratory the mood will be. Since as Christian stewards we are unhearing, inactive and live as if we don’t see anything wrong in paying peanuts and minimal medical care to construction workers who build our houses.

There is nothing wrong environmentally, in making Semakau an island off Singapore’s shores into a dump for our trash. By the way, we make 2.5 million tones of waste in Singapore each year, that’s about 300 football pitches. Most of this is incinerated, which means that it goes into the air we breathe!


So whose dominion is it anyway?

For the past centuries under the push of capitalism and industralisation, we in the developed world have widened the poverty gap, and lived more luxuriously and wastefully. We cannot claim to have lived justly. We have all been selfish, not God-fearing. Daniel is a book about calling people back to living faithfully to the one Lord, and it challenges us to faithful and honourable stewardship of Creation.

As sure as we are of the Son of Man’s sovereignty, knowing that His earthly and heavenly kingdoms are not to be destroyed, does not mean that we can live carelessly. Come to think of it, I, Peter, was deeply troubled by my thoughts, and my face turned pale.

How then should I live? And how am I going to tell people about this vision? Amen.

Friday, March 26, 2010

A Hero's Journey


A Hero’s Journey (2006) http://www.gilscrinefilms.com.au/product.asp?SKU=AHJ
The first and former president of Timor Leste Xanana Gusmao narrated the whole movie. It was the tale of the birth of a country. It was an emotional and personal journey of a person, and the beautiful country he inherited. So intimate and personal of a president in telling his affection for his people and the country. Not much did I know about Timor Leste before I watched the movie, except news of conflicts and bloodshed. The movie inspired me to read about Timor Leste's history, and to find out what really happened between Timor Leste and Indonesia. Like many in the mini theatre, my tears could not stop coming down from my eyes, especially watching stories first person of real people. The movie inspired me to travel. The cinematography was superb. Credit to the cameramen and women. But even an idiot will make Timor Leste look great! Timor Leste has inherited such a beautiful country from God. I have not seen many places that are more beautiful than Timor Leste. The movie inspired me to make a trip there to see Timor Leste for myself. In 2008/2009 I did that. It was a short (and costly) but memorable experience. http://picasaweb.google.com/hhpang/JourneyToTheEast#

I have seldom felt more touched by a movie, let alone a documentary than A Hero's Journey. Gusmao is currently the Prime Minister of Timor Leste.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Spaced out

Spaced out
By Elisabeth Attwood

Recognising,finding and maintaining happiness is the theme of Shrink. Henry Carter (Kevin Spacey) is psychiatrist to the stars in Hollywood with two best-selling self-help books. When his wife commits suicide, they only way he can dull the pain of grief is by chain-smoking marijuana. His father, a doctor, sends him a teenage patient (Jemma, played with dignity by Keke Palmer) whose mother has committed suicide. The pair work through the process of healing together.

All the principle characters are unhappy. Robin Williams plays an alcoholic actor, a character rather close to home considering his own struggle with the bottled in his early career. Dallas Roberts delivers a striking performance as a neurotic Hollywood agent whose expression of his fears makes for some uncomfortable scenes.

Moments of genuine pathos are glimpsed, such as when Jemma asks Henry to open her mother's suicide letter...

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The review was captivating, and certainly sold the movie to me. A lot of it thanks to the rich storyline. As I only read the review on the plane, I didn't get to watch it. But it has already kept me interested. The funny thing is the movie is passed with cuts as a M18 in Singapore. I knew the plot would be controversial according to Singapore's standard.

I was right. Will wait to see the original movie one day.

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1247692/